Karine(:

2012-01-13T03:23:00.000+08:00

Hey, young world.

;Life ain't easy as what we all think.

I got a new puppy for my advance birthday present from dad. ♥
Sorry guys, I can't upload the picture because I'm using my phone to blog.
Will upload it if I'm free.
I love my boyfriend. I love my family. I love my friends. ♥
Alright, till here.

Goodbye,(:

2011-12-06T16:52:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 years 2 months ♥

I love you & youre the best i ever had. Never gonna leave you no matter what happen.

You took care of me so well & even get angry with those who talked about me.

Nobody can replace you. Youre so sincere to me. I LOVE YOU.♥

Im back.

I have a great boyfriend and friends. ♥

They mean the world to me. I dont care what others say about me because they dont live my life. :)

Goodbye. :D

2011-04-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 years & 6 months! ♥♥

I love you. You'll never fail to make me smile.

Im glad that we make it through this far. :)

Thanks for taking care of me & pull me out from stupid groups.

You know, I know can already baby.

♥♥

2011-03-30T05:38:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone ♥

Me♥

Everything happen for a reason.

Well, these few days I had been enjoying myself.

Finally, I went back home after my "holiday".

I thought that my brother was lying to me. In fact, everything about what he had told me was true!

Admitted I was in the wrong for doing the wrong things. I can say, I'm just plainly dumb.

Wow, together with baby for 2 years 5 months plus! Was amazing ya.

To some people out there who actually thinks I cant last long with him.

You people may think I'm stupid? Told baby about me & bla bla bla.

Oki, dont you people think you're just wasting your effort?

No use making me feel so low! Seriously, I guess you guys should change to be a better man.

If wanna say about me, i shall tell you guys to just go straight to his face and say! Alright.

As long as me & baby is happy with each other. Dont need to poke your nose into our relationship.

Jackass! :)

Alright, shall stop saying about useless people like them!

Hehe.

Me & Kristen Cuttie. ♥

Baby, I love you. ♥♥

2011-03-11T08:14:00.004+08:00

♥Back

It's been very long I didn't blog.
Oh yeah, don't have the time to do so.:)
Can say I'm just too lazy! Anyway that's me ya.
Well, I'm still very good. Relationship wise, very good. (thumbs up)
I'm glad that I know what's right & wrong.
I would rather be myself. :D
I'm not studying.:( But I'm trying hard to find myself a school.
Was supposed to start school last year April.
Too bad, I was not in a mood to study & I scared I study half way I will think of not going to school.:)
So I decided to find a school this year.
Currently, I'm not working too. I'm not used to work as a sales assistant.
I regretted for leaving my previous job!
My bf is still working at the same place as I used to work before.
Okay, I shall stop elaborating about my past.
Kinda sucks. That's all I can say.
I promise, I will upload some pictures soon.

♥ you all!
God bless.

2011-01-11T18:37:00.001+08:00

Hello♥

I'm back w pictures. Some pictures are ugly. So just leave it yeah.
Met bf ystd, headed down to yio chu kang mrt to meet the rest.
Off we go to sakura! Yumyum (Y)
Ate alot & i wanted to vomit!! Bf and his brother vomited. Ate too much already.
So many food know! Haha, my most fav is sharkfin soup & bobochacha! (:
After that we went serangoon shopping centre! Fucking big la.
Walked ard. Went to arcade awhile (: Haha.
Bb bought for me charles and keith wallet. Oh yeah & i can't wait for this coming sat.
Bbq!!!!! :D
That's all.

Here are the picture! ♥

Goodbye, xoxo ♥

2011-01-06T05:33:00.000+08:00

I just hate my life mxm.
Deleted friendster, tagged and facebook.
I don't wanna create trouble, I don't wish to have any problems.
Well, I look alright to everyone. But I'm seriously heart broken.
Super sad.... :(

Goodbye, world.

2011-01-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year ♥

31st December

Was at home all the way till 9pm & i'm not sure where to celebrate New Year.
I called baby, he said he wanna go marina bay. But I don't feel like going to marina.
Here & there we quarreled. I will not post what had happened between me & baby.
SKIPPED~

Called Jessica & she said she's going loof. I kept want to go loof with them too.
Is baby friends as well. Psycho baby to follow too!
Finally, baby also followed.
Cabbed down to bishan to meet jessica. Then we cabbed there.
Loof here we come! Haha, was very excited! Shocking they didn't asked for ic.
For what i know, normally bar they won't ask for ic.
Talked cock with them & took pictures! Clock strikes 12am! We shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR!
I enjoyed myself man!
About 1.55am, we walked to Clarke quay. Because all planned to go Yellow Jellow.
After that we separated from everyone, only left with me, jessica and her husband.
From then on, my mood went DOWN! Don't wish to talk about it. So yeah, SKIPPED this.
Me, jessica & her husband went in to yellow jellow first.
Dance awhile & suddenly i thought of baby. I kept wanting to find him.
I called his brother. After awhile he came. Then went in again to dance w baby!!
@ 4am, we all went to another club. But only for awhile! Then........
Something happened!!! AH fuck, my mood went down again! Don't wanna elaborate much about it.
SKIPPED~~~~
The most irritating part is, NO FUCKING CAB AT ALL! Have to walked all the way in front to wait.
Like finally, we managed to find a cab. Fucking irritating!
~ Home sweet Home.

Here are the pictures♥

Goodbye.
I hope this year gonna be a best year for me and everyone! :D

2010-12-28T13:33:00.001+08:00

26th dec

The day, bf friends celebrated Christmas!
Hell lots of fun! Gambling, played guitar hero, talked cock & drank wine.
But i didn't drink, because i don't like. (: Even if i want bf also won't allow me.
4 days straight we had been enjoying. (Y)
& 18 more days, 16 Jan here i come! Haha.
I can't wait.. All this while i kept thinking about my bdae only. You know?!
Anyway, my cheek is always chubby like before. So yaaaa.
I lazy to upload the rest of the pictures. Somemore, some of them not nice. Hehe
That's all about it, nothing much to write about.

Goodbye♥

2010-12-26T09:26:00.000+08:00

Wassuppp!

Merry Christmas to all! ♥

I enjoyed myself this few days.
Especially on Christmas eve!
Didn't take any pictures. Always forgot & we only into gambling & making jokes.
Especially bb cousins! All was super funny, they were disturbing each other.
Later on, going to bb friends house! Party yeah? hohoho..
Three days straight had been going out. Once in a year what! So it's okay.
New year coming soon! Veryyyyy Soon. Can't wait ya! Last but not least my birthday is coming soon too. ♥
Going to book a pit for my birthday. Not going to book chalet anymore.
Anyway, i love to tweet whenever i'm bored or if im angry, sad and happy.
& i also want to change my blogskin. But im super LAZY to do so.
Extremely happy that i loose weight! Happy maxxxx. (:
Now I'm browsing blogskins. Bored with my current one already.

Should be back with pictures if i got take ya.

Stay tune people! ♥

Xoxo (:

2010-12-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Peekaboo:>

I'm back w pictures. But only three.

Those pics were just snapshot. So it will not be nice ya.

Didn't really enjoy much! Tiring day for me.

Ystd went to media corp to watch dhool 2010. I know soon i'm gonna be an indian. HAHAHA

After that headed down to bishan meet the rest. :)

The rest went zirca! Left me and my two friends.

Then went home & changed all. About 11plus went down to bishan again to meet my friend.

Headed down to tampanies mall to watch midnight movie. :) Is TAMIL movie! Hahaha.

Well, there's subtitle so its fine w me. Movie was awesome! :) I love it. Though im a chinese but still i like to watch tamil movies. ♥

After everything went back home! :)

Right now, i'm rotting 2 at home using laptop! Weee.

Tmrw baby off! Yay, super happy!

Don't know what to write about already. Shall upload two pictures.

Baby Friends! (Snapshot)

Hahaha, Fatty Bom Bom!

Tatata♥

2010-11-22T15:12:00.000+08:00

I really love this. <3.
Will not blog for the time being.
Will be back with pictures!
Not to forget follow me on twitter! :)

Goodbye.

2010-11-18T04:45:00.002+08:00

Good'Morning World♥

It was a great day for me.(:
Anyway, 'm gonna post about what i did & went on the Monday.

Monday(:
Boyf woke up at 12plus in the afternoon and he disturb me. I felt so irritated & i shouted at him. It was his fault to disturb me when i'm still sleeping. He woke me up just because he wna prepare to go his workplace & collect
his timesheet. So that he can bring it to the office
at taka and pass it to the agent there. I'm so sleepy as i only slept at 7plus am in the morning! I'm forced to wake up. He went to get ready and after his ready with everything. It's my turn to get ready too. After we're done. We quarreled because of something. Which i couldn't say it out here. :) Sorry peeps. After awhile we're back to normal & he went to his workplace first. So i met him at bishan mrt. Headed down to town. 1st, went to taka as he wanna pass the timesheet to the agent. 2nd, went to lv shop. Look at the bag and the price. 3rd, went to ion. Window shopping, buy nothing. 4th, walked to fareastplaza. Bought my sandal. Like finally! :D 5th, boyf wanna buy clothes for himself. Ended up nothing. 6th, went to do express pedicure and boyf do ear candling. (: 7th, went to buy some snacks to eat. We both were very hungry! 8th, we quarreled while we're heading to the mrt. Was supposed to go toapayoh sakura to eat. Ended up, we had a big fight. Train back to his house. There it goes! BIG FIGHT! :( After for few hrs we settled. By the time it was 8plus pm already. 9th, headed to amkhub and see what to eat for our dinner. But we don't feel like eating anything at amkhub. 10th, train down to bishan j8. Like finally, we went to swensen's. (: Ate fish pasta & boyf ate pizza. Here it comes, my banna split and boyf don't knw bought what ice-cream for himself. Hahahaha! Funny ttm. Laughed nonstop. After awhile, boyf friends called him. So two of his friends came. One of his friend ate chocolate chips i think. :) Everything finished. Went to smoke. Slacked behind j8 awhile, talked cock abit. 11th, train back to his house. That's all for the day. Never take pictures as we really had a big fight after that. No mood at all! Only when it comes to night then my mood gone. :D Missed taking pictures! This monday should be going out tgt with boyf again. Hope nothing gonna happen. Whenever we go out tgt, we sure quarrel if not quarrel it will be FIGHT! :( & now 'm doing nothing. Just using my phone to blog again. I need to upload new pictures at fb & blog very soon. Sadly, got no new pictures. :( Baby is sleeping already. I'm dead bored! 'm CRAVING for strawberries!
Okay, till here. Bid Goodbye. :)
Love bb so much. <3

2010-11-09T05:27:00.002+08:00

Good Morning cupcakes! <3
Wow, I'm currently using my phone to blog. Well, its the first time i'm using my phone to blog. I know it sounds kinda stupid. But i like! (Y)
I just love to eat topshells. Maybe for others they will find it disgusting but i don't. I find it good.(:
It will be nice if it's very spicy. I noticed about myself, i cannot eat if there's no chilli. (: chilli padi is the best. Superb spicy, i like when my lips start to feel hot. I suddenly thought about because one of my friend is selling. :D I wanna get it from her, so i can eat slowly while watching my favourite show later in the evening. Okay, am craving for strawberry milkshake w pearls and topshells. *winks*
Omg! I just couldn't tuck myself to bed. My hands are itchy till i need to go for a smoke break and blog.

To be rich......
"We need to be budget in life. Then only we can get the things that we want after we save all our money. For our future."

This is what boyf taught me. (:
I agreed to what he had said.
I must start to save money so that i will not suffer in future.
I love it my dear boyf. <3 Going to rain soon, shiok to sleep. (: Goodnight. Xoxo.

2010-11-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hello. ♥

It's been long since I last blog. Well, I don't have the time to blog.
Friends said, I'm being so pessimistic. :(
That's true about myself. Had been thinking stupid things. (Paranoid)
I really need to change my sleeping time. Had been sleeping in the morning and woke up in the night.
Whenever I feel sleepy, I will lie down on my bed and I still couldn't sleep.
My mind is running wild. FML. Seriously.
Thanks to those who everytime advised me and make me happy.
Quitted my job due to the customers. I couldn't control my temper. That's bad about me.
& now I regretted for quitting my job. I should had just control my temper whenever the customer scold me.
High pay! Ah FUCKKK!
I wanna study & work! But how? Everytime I will be awake in the night.
I must buck up myself already. If not Im going down down down. :(
Oh yeah, Monday am going out with boyf. He promised me to bring me out.
Thanks for the gift that you had gave me during our 2 years anni.
Time fly so fast! Pheww. :D Seeya tmrw boyf.

I ♥ YOU!

Goodbye. FML.

2010-09-10T23:19:00.001+08:00

Hey!

I'm currently at work. (: Quietly surfing the net. As we are not suppose to do it.
So bored, no calls at all. But is good that there is no calls.
Dont need to hear those dispute customer's voice. Its kinda annoying huh!
Rude to customer ystd! I couldnt take it. Flared up after customer scolded me stupid.
Double pay today so its fine with me! (: Seriously i can't wait for my pay to come next week!
Fuck! I bet i will get more then my recent pay.
Will update later when im back home or when im free!
Chiow.

2010-09-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

DOWN.

Didnt have the time to blog.
Had been working all this while.
Things aint going well for me now.
Am scared. :( Baby you should know why.
Well, I can't wait for my pay day to come!
Got many things in mind.
Craving for alot of things!
Will blog again to night.
8.5 hrs to go, one year 11 months! (:

Will be back.♥

Goodbye.

2010-08-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

I love to webcam this fewdays! ♥
I'm so in love with it.
Oh yeah, 5 more days to go.
Meeting baby on the sunday!
So monday we can go to work together. (:
I'm so happyyyy!
Nothing to post already.
So GOODBYE!

2010-08-08T06:15:00.000+08:00

Good Morning♥

Just changed my blogskin is because I wanna kill time.

I'm afraid to sleep alone in the room.

So I'm trying to find something to do.

Played zynga poker & I kept loosing! :(

Boyf worked night shift. He will only be back later around 10 plus am.

Still quite long to go. Now only 6 plus am! :(

Oh yes, I was supposed to go for an interview on 5th august at ubi.

I canceled the interview at ubi.

Because my friend intro me another good job.

I called the number that my friend gave me.

It was recruit express. They told me that I can come for an interview today. ( It was on the 5th aug too)

So went down together with boyf.

After everything we need to go down to tai seng where the place we are going to work.

Interviewed by one malay guy. His quite good & cheerful.

Boyf also together with me to interview.

After interviewed, train down to amk.

Ate at s11 & walked back to his house. (:

After awhile, recruit express lady called.

She said "Congratulations you got the job as well as my boyf too."

We were super happy & kept smiling to each other.

Going to start work on 16 aug! Can't wait. Am impatient.

Well, thats all. Nothing more to type already.

Getting sleepy! =.=

Boyf faster come back :( ♥

Goodbye ♥

2010-08-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

HONEY!

Happy one year ten months! ♥

I'm glad that I have you to take care of me.
Though we did fought and quarreled with each other so badly but stills I ♥ you.
Thank you baby for the video! I know I'm the one who did it first.
I've learned a lot of good & bad things from you.
Mostly is good things. (:

I LOVE YOU DEAR! ♥

2010-08-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

Heyho cupcakes.

Its been quite long I didnt blog. (:
I dont have the time to blog because I'm at my bf house for the past one week.
I forgot to bring my laptop and my bf brother always will bring his laptop to work.
I know things aint worked at all. Explained quite a few times to bf but its still the same.
Nevermind, as long as he love me Im happy already.
I got nothing to blog about. Just wanna make my blog alive! :D
I love you boyf!

JUSTIN! Faster book outtttt. :( Im bored you know.

2010-07-17T04:48:00.002+08:00

Unhappy

I've tried to GIVE UP!
I can't tolerate it anymore. Had been tolerating till now.
Fuck everyone and just be myself.
Friends aint the best too. All just say only but never really help at all.
I've cried too much already. I wanna stop everything and push everything aside.
GIVE UP is the best thing i can do.

Anyway, this were those pictures that we took last week.

I know, Im fat! :(
I grew fatter. Eat and sleep only.

Thats all for today. :)
I just hope things will get better soon.
Trying to give up, but cant.
Meeting boyf on tues.
GOODBYE LOVE.

2010-07-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Ass crown

Finally I'm at my own house.
I went back yesterday. (:
Straight i went to eat and shower.
Then used computer awhile.
Off to sleep.
Was super tired and sleepy, because i didn't sleep the whole fucking day.
Going to meet joey later for lunch!
Tmr going to meet boyf as i wanna watch worldcup final!
I guess I'm gonna bet tmr!
Oh yeah. Who will win? Holland? Spain?
Both of the teams are good.
I like spain! My favourite player is TORRES!
His my love. ♥

I need a job badly! :(
Im super bored right now.

GOODBYE LOVE♥

2010-07-08T16:44:00.001+08:00

HeyHo

Im back after one day of not blogging.
Yesterday, Is a bad day for me.
I dont know why, me and boyf quarreled.
I guess is because of *****.
He supposed to send me back today. Ended up he woke up late and him blamed me for not waking him up.
Then he went to work. Only for today because his friend told him to help him.
I cried badly. After awhile, i stopped because his brother came back.
Currently using my boyfriend brother lappy to blog and surf the net.
My lappy, my friend is using it.

Sigh.. He went out, he just said bye and my "BROTHERS" are waiting for me at the amk mrt.
He didnt ride his bike because they're taking mrt to work.
Is just for one day his working.
I hate the word "brothers". He always used that word. I scolded him for that.
All i know is, sometimes his friends dont even bother about him or help him in anyway.
His friends just give him "die". Only some of his friends whom i dont really like.
He knows well about it and he know what his friends is trying to do.
But he just kept quiet. He dont want to tell me about it until i checked his messages or calls.
I told him thousands of times. But I'm happy he chose his family's and me over friends!
That is what i want to hear from him everytime. Better then keep saying the word "brothers".
It just disgust me. I dont mind him using the word friends. But not brothers!
He need friends around him. Thats true! But not useless friends.
Aww, I guess I'm too bad to say about some of his friends.
But everything is the FACT! I saw it with my own eyes.
He even knew about it but he acting blur.
Okay, let me stop typing about this.
Anyway, today I'm going home. Waiting for him to come back later and send me home.
Maybe later I'll blog again. Because I'm way too bored. :)

"Brothers is just a word from your mouth"
They dont even help you when you in need of something important.
They only love to say "Dont worry bro, i'll always be there no matter what."
LAUGH! So many times i've heard it. But nothing helps.
I'm smiling to myself while im typing it.
It disgust me to the max. Which I can't take it.
It sucks. :)

A true friend will help you even when you're in need of something urgently or maybe when you're down.
When you never do it, dont ever say this sentence to friend. "I'll help you no matter what happen, i'll always be there for you.

Goodbye peeps. ♥

Becareful in everything you do. (:

2010-07-06T23:53:00.001+08:00

~~Boo~~

I just woke up.
Seeing boyf playing his ps2 game and I'm so freaking bored.
So i decided to blog and kill time.
I've got no other things to do. :(
Damn! I'm just outta my mind now.
Used facebook for so long is so boring too.
Seriously there's nothing else to do already.
Anyway, past two days i had been dreaming alot.
All i dreamt about is bad stuffs. Which made me got scared off when everytime i want to sleep.
I'm afraid to sleep when the light is off!
Sometimes I will run out of the room if the room is dark.
Then I will complained to boyf.
Because he is the one who always off the light when i already fall asleep.
Whole day long at home! Seriously i feel so bored.
Today is also our 1 year 9 months.
We never even go out at all.
I only stepped out the house one time. Because i went down to buy food for bf and for myself.

Happy 1 year 9 months!♥

You're the one i love the most.

No matter what happen I'll be by your side even if its day or night.

You're the one who brighten up my day when I'm down.

And comforted me with all your love.

I LOVE YOU BBB! ♥

2010-07-05T13:29:00.001+08:00

July 5, 1.20pm.

BORED.

Im posting now is because I'm super bored. (ttm)
Oh yeah, gonna watch movie later with boyf and his friends. (eclipse) twilight.
I'm getting bad to worst! I know it myself but im just too stubborn to change myself.

I love you and i knew everything gonna be fine for us.

I love the way you talk to me when youre sleepy.

I love the way you laugh.

I love they way when you wake up and give me a kiss on my cheek.

I love the way you watch movie.

I love the way you show love to me.

I love seeing you sleeping.

I love everything of you.

Lastly.

I ♥ YOU MY SILLY BOY.

Haha, what a post.
Okay, im going to play nightclub city now.
Goodbye readers. xoxoxo.♥

2010-07-05T06:03:00.002+08:00

July 5.

~~Hell~~

I kinda tired right now.
I hate the one i love the most who treated me differently.
I've not been a good girlf after all but stills im always here for you.
I can assure that im the best girlf you ever had.
All your ex, you dumped it.
Im extremely happy that you didnt dumped me.
We've been together for 1 year plus and soon gonna be 2 years.
We've been tolerating with each other for so damn long till then we're still together.
Im going to state out everything. ( Not all) To make my blog more interesting.

What makes him feel happy?

- Be a good girl and listen to him.

What is his favourite colour?

- Black, Blue, Red. ( All also he like)

What is his favourite dish?

- Sambal Chicken. ( Chicken is his favourite.)

What game does he like to play?

- Soccer. ( All the sporting stuffs.)

Does he always slack with his friend?

- Obviously he like.

Does he love his family?

- Obviously yes! Especially his sister.

Who he love now?
- HAHA! ME!

Well, its kinda lame. Im just way too bored.
His ignoring me now because his playing ps2 game and im using the lappy to blog and surf the net.

Now is my turn.

What is my favourite colour?

- Red, black and blue. Same as boyf. (:

Do i love my family?

- YES! And i will always love them till i die. (winks.)

What is my favourite food?

- Sambal chicken and sambal prawns! Oh man, i love it to the max. Haha.

Do i like slacking with my friends?

- well, sometimes i like.

Am i a loving person?

- yes of course! (shy) -.-

Last but not least.

Do i love my boyf?

- YES I DO! His the one i need in my life.

The end.

~~Stories~~

Boyfriend came to fetch me at my house the area.
Its drizzling, my jacket at the back was totally wet.
Headed down to tpy to pass the hp box.
After that, went back to his house.
Got myself dry and changed my clothes.
About 10pm, headed down to boyf's friend house.
Watched world cup.
Oh damn, I'm so lucky i didnt bet at all.
I dont even intend to bet at the point of time.
I lost about 100 plus. So i've stopped everything.
Do you know what?
Germany thrashed Argentina 4-0!
I didnt expected Germany will thrashed Argentina!
Phew, luckily i didnt bet.
My favourite player is Messi and Torres.
Boyf loose all his tickets. :(
I thought he will win, but ended up everything gone.
After the matched, went down for awhile to slack and have a few puff of cigarette.
Then went back to boyf friend house.
Waited till 2.30am for the another matched of world cup.
Is Spain and Paraguay.
I thought it would be a draw game.
Ended up the last few mins Spain scored one goal! Ahhh.
Boyf said, if the matched ended during 80 mins he would have won.
What a day for us. Totally everything just went down.
Slowly talked to him. To stop gambling. If not everything will just go hay-wire.
Went back to his house. Waited till 7 then took my shower.
Boyf slept for 30 mins only. Woke him up.
He also went to take his shower.
After we prepared, headed down to kalsar.
They have football tournament!
Im so excited at the point of time.
When the matched started, I was there cheering.
First few games they won all the way till quarter finals they lost to one team 1-2.
It was a missed. Boyf started to get damn irritated. So went straight back to his house.
Ate and had our good shower then off to bed.
So sleepy and tired! Never slept for one whole day.
We reached home about 2plus pm.
Slept at 3 plus pm.
Guess what? Me and boyf woke up at 1 plus am! Haha.
What a good rest.
Supposed to go to his friend kid birthday but we overslept.
All his friend who played football just now also never go.
They woke up same time as us too. Its amazing huh.
And now im feeling sleepy again. :(
Im gonna be a pig soon! Im FAT now, i dont want to be fat. :( Help me.
Okay thats all for today!
My hand is tired now. I need to have a good rest.

Goodbye, enjoy it.

Day of posted- Monday

2010-07-01T07:31:00.000+08:00

Good Morning honey! ♥

Oh well, i haven't go home yet. I guess is time for me to go home today.
Yesterday went down to bishan with baby to meet the rest of his friends.
Baby so funny! He lied to his friends that there are alot of people at soccer court.
The fact is nobody at there!
So baby friends walked from their home to the court.
He get scolded by his friends but they playing only.
Then walked over to the court.
Trained for their upcoming tournament.
This sunday! Kinda excited! Im gonna watch them play soccer with other groups.
After that gonna go for baby friends child birthday! (:
I've been enjoying myself but at the same time I'm so stressed up!
Anyway, i guess im not gonna sleep. Later baby gonna send me home!
Im afraid if i sleep i cant wake up in time. Like yesterday! Haha.
Okay, thats all for today!

Goodbye.♥

Baby, youre the one i love the most.

Not gonna leave you.

Thanks for helping me this few days.

I love you! ♥ xoxoxo.(:

2010-06-30T07:52:00.000+08:00

Good Morning World!

Well, this few days I have not been feeling good.
As almost everything is bad for me now.
I've not been going back for one week and its time for me to go back today.
I'm totally BROKE! :(
Lost all my money. Especially in betting.
Damn, i kept wanna bet because i want to win back all my money.
It doesnt work at all, the more i bet the more i loose.
Fuggg! Anyway, gonna stop for 1 day because quarter final only start on friday.
Is Brazil vs Holland! Okay, im going to bet that! Is important for me.
Gonna watch the match at home. Sunday then gonna meet my boyf.
Hope this friday i gonna win money!
Without MONEY cannot survive. Money is the only thing we need in life.
So must work hard and study hard! Gonna get a job soon. I think so only. Haha.
Well, i always slept late now adays.
I feel so tired right now but im gonna play poker game.(:

WEBCAM(:

GOODBYE PEOPLE!

2010-06-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

Good Morning World! (:

Just woke up and I'm still feeling so tired.
Its amazing that my boyf called me at 4.45am!
At the point of time, I'm still in my lalaland!
Anyway, i scared I'll fall back to sleep.
I've to meet JOEY later on as well as to collect my item from post office.
Oh yeah, tomorrow I'm going for an interview at bishan junction 8. (Body shop)
I went to tampanies mall on Monday for an interview already but i don't know why I've to go again. (Body Shop)
This time round, interview is at junction 8. (:
After that gonna collect my tote bag from one seller.
Then will be going to boyf house straight! Oh, can't wait to meet him. Miss him so badly!
I lazy wanna upload pictures. Soon alright!
Ciaos.

Deep in the night, I'm looking for some fun! ♥

My lovely boyf.

2010-06-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

Im back to post.
Things not turning well this few days. :(
My parents went overseas and coming back on 12 june.
My house gonna be a blast! haha.
Boyfriend came to my house and stay and Saturday we're having bbq!
Full of laughter and fun!
Im extremely bored now! Boyf went to work.
Currently listening to song. (My first kiss)
Joey, dont be sad already. Cheer up! I will be there for you alright.
Anything feel free to just text me or call me!
CHEER UP JOEY! :D
Things will turn out well when time goes by.

I love you baby!♥

Muahmuah!
TATA.....

2010-05-17T03:04:00.002+08:00

Sugarbum♥

Whoohooooo! I'm really very happy this few days.
Yesterday baby came to my house here. We went gym!
We took pictures too.
He swim and sauna. While im at home taking my shower.
After that baby ride me to ehub to find nellie and the rest.
Wanted to go bowling, but full house!
So went arcade to find them, played few games and we left.
Then headed down to his house, put our things and we want to go watch iron man 2.
After that saw our friends, they all going yishun accept for taufiq.
They also planned to watch movie. Anand drove us there, went to yishun theatre to watch.
Is late already, so cant watch iron man 2. Ended up, we watched one Malay movie.
I love you my dearest boy! (: ♥

♥♥♥

2010-05-07T03:17:00.000+08:00

Hunnies♥

Im back home, stayed my boyf house for three days. (:
Nothing went right! Quarreled on our 1 yr 7 months.
I couldnt help it anymore. I guess, i think too much.
Like what my boyf and friends said.
Im scared and worried. I know you will never betray me.
Because you've do something to prove me that you love me.
I know you cannot break your words. Cant say it here.
Anyway, yesterday is our 1 yr 7 months!

HAPPY ONE YEAR SEVEN MONTHS BABY!♥♥
I know we went through many things. We know each other well enough.
Im happy to be with you. Sometimes only you hurt me by not texting me or calling me.:(
Youre my longest boyf & I LOVE YOUx100000! ♥
My love for you will always be there no matter what happens.
Goodnight everyone! Off to bed, zzzzzzz.

2010-05-02T18:11:00.002+08:00

Old photo.

Damn it, my blackberry phone can't charge. I wanna change phone again.

Im using one stupid phone. Without camera and music!

Ystd went to meet sharul all. They were making alot of noise.

6 plus cabbed home! Im hurt again.

I just dont know what to do. I always think too much.

I just cant stop myself from thinking.

Anyway, i've to change myself to sleep early and not middle of the night.

I become FATTER! :(

I love you. ♥ xoxo.

2010-05-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

New blogskin.

I find it great.

Anyway, I'm so lazy to blog.

I've not been feeling good these few days. :(

Ystd i had a great talked with bf and friends.

I realised everything is not true.

I'm being happy for no reason, deep down in my heart I'm extremely sad.

you just couldn't understand how i feel.

I wanna live a life with full of laughter.

I guess, i should not think or remember anything about it.

It ain't great at all! Fuck.

I still love you, trust me. I know you do too.

I'm yours baby. ♥

2010-04-01T02:20:00.002+08:00

SUP! :D

Its been weeks i didn't blog, im LAZY. :>

Not a good week for me, had been quarreling non-stop.

Is always because of friends. My body hurts!

Almost died! Not joking. Im here still tolerating, what a good girlf you have.

I just don't understand what's on your mind, speak it up please.

Im sick and tired of everything, i can't be bothered anymore.

I guess i dont suit you. Im not fit to be your girlf.

In my heart, i still love you. I can't bare to loose you.

Sometimes i asked myself, should i leave you?

Well, you said you do. Yes, i know you do love me alot.

Is because i said to you " i wanna leave you " than only you started ******* me! Oh FUG.

It hurts! :(

Anyway, gonna meet him on friday. I hope everything is going on smoothly for me:)

I went to see a doctor, just because of my pimples. (:

My mum spent 167$ just for me. Haha, thank you mum! I love you! :D

i hope it will cure, because my friend did went there. And her pimps totally gone!

Quite alot of medicine to apply. I dont wanna miss it! I haven't take my blood test yet.

I wanna tuck myself to bed soon! Am sleepy, eyes closing.

I love you, xoxo!

Goodbye!

2010-03-17T08:12:00.000+08:00

Sweetcakes♥

I had fun with my friends at zirca!
Somehow, i was tired. Dance-ed half way than went to sit down.
Too thirsty! I pespired like HELL manz! xoxo.
After partying, went to relax at the river.
Fareena was super funny, guess she was sleepy thats why she's making alot of jokes and talked to herself!
Got this guy, kept talking and talking! Get irritated with it. (: Aww, i guess im bad:(
You know what! I slept from ystd morning till now! My body aching:( Muscle cramp!
Oh FUGGGG! I miss boyfriend:(
Stay tune xoxoxo.

Zirca♥

Goodbye♥ xoxo.

2010-03-13T05:27:00.003+08:00

Sweetcakes♥

Past few day i had been enjoying myself.
Phew! Finally get to see baby and stayed with him for two days and now im back home.
I love you♥
Woah, i miss LAURA AI! :( She's back at her country.
She will only be back on 8 of april! Cant wait for her to come back to sg.
Went to take my cert on 11 march.
After i took my cert, went opposite my school with rila, ifah and rasyiqah.
You know what?! We all saw this pervertic malay uncle! Make my mood down after i saw what he did.
FUUUU! Anyway, gonna uplaod pictures. :)

Ayat Birthday Celebration pictures.♥

Rila, ifah and me. ♥

Airport:D

Baby♥

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART♥♥

End of pictures:D

Goodbye.

2010-03-03T19:20:00.001+08:00

Hello♥

Finally i bought blackberry!(:

Omg, im so in love with it. I like the keypad!

BLACKBERRY! ♥

~~Sold away my iphone!~~

2010-03-02T04:53:00.000+08:00

Good Morning♥

This few days, i can't really sleep well. I'll take a long time, to totally be in my dream. My eyes are closed but my mind is still running. Thought everything is going on smoothly for me.Now everything, is going to the wrong way. Had been quarreling with him almost every single day! I can't tolerate! I just feel like leaving him and go to my own way. I tried to be strong but i can't! I'm trying my very best to just forget about him. But failed! ): Not only relationship that makes me go crazy, i've got some other things too. As i can't say it out here. How i wish, i'm a lesbian or maybe a butch. I can actually change myself to be one. For he and my family sake, i dont want to. Or maybe a single lady for the rest of my life. So i will not be stress out with alot of things. No matter what, i still have to live and build myself up. From that day till now, i still never talk to my dad. I dont feel like to, i see him i just feel so irritated! I'm broke! Totally broke. :( I need a job badly! I also want to change my iphone to blackberry! Tomorrow, i might be meeting him because i gonna reborn my hair and my friends gonna come and pick me up. I tell myself, i know i can do it. I know i can be strong. Its 4.45 am and i'm still not asleep! Relationship troubles me alot. Im still young to have a boyfriend. (: But he still treat me good and love me alot. When i wanna leave him. He'll just reject my question! Gonna be 1 year 5 months, this coming Saturday. My longest boyfriend(:

I do love you, but sometimes i just felt so irritated.

When i smell my pillow, i will always think of you.

Because you smell like my pillow. ♥

Goodbye! :)

2010-02-27T19:14:00.006+08:00

HeyHey♥

Im back at blogger, as i dont really know how to use onsugar.
heh, everything is going on smoothly for me. I hope everyday im happy.:)
Tomorrow town with nellie dearest! ♥

PICTURES♥

Goodbye♥ Love.

2010-01-09T05:09:00.000+08:00

RELINK♥♥♥

http://sweets-lollipop.onsugar.com/

2010-01-09T03:44:00.003+08:00

Hello Lovely♥

Im back to post.
Its kinda busy for me this few days.
As i always with bf and his friends.
Dad wanna me study at SHATEC, but i just dont feel like to.
Thought of take one year course, than go up to higher nitec.
Quite alot of bf friends told me to go SHATEC.
Monday, i'll be going together with my dad.
Bf so happy that my dad want me to study at SHATEC.
Later gonna meet bf at his house.
Yeah, his friends also coming to stay.
I LOVE YOU BF! ♥

SHATEC OR ITE?

Good night, toodles. I miss joey! (:

2009-12-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:
Wish everyone a jolly and bright X'mas!

Wed

Woke up at 3pm.
Baby, told me to go and have my shower first.
Well, i was so lazy and tired to just step out from bed.
I do not had enough rest. As i slept at 8 plus in the morning.
Baby, scolded me and he went to take his shower first.
Haha! So i went back to sleep for like 20 mins.
Baby woke me up, and he scolded me again.
So i quickly, took my shower.
Off we go and meet laura and anand.
As baby wanna go ikea to buy furniture.
Walk around ikea, baby bought bed frame and all.
So after that went courts, he bought plasma tv! haha.
I was super happy.
Than walk to giant and bought hair shampoo all.
All will arrive next wednesday!
There's quite a few pictures we took.
but i'm waiting for laura to upload it! Cos is at her camera(:
After that, went amk hub to watch movie.
We watched body guards. Fall asleep for like 15 mins.
Cos im really too tired and sleepy!
After movie than home sweet home! ♥
ikea!

Thursday

Was at home all the way, till sharul ask me to go his friend chalet.
It was at pasir ris, so its fine with me.
Cos its near!
So met hafizal at pasir ris control station, than walked to interchange.
Waited for sharul, aidil and ifah.
Half way, sharul said to hafizal that he wanna go club and he just left without telling me, ifah and aidil!
But end up, me and ifah also went club.
Cabbed back to my house and get myself ready.
So cabbed down to bedok, cos ifah wanna buy the ticket from her friend.
After that train down to raffles! Haha.
Reached there at about 12 plus.
So long queue and there's so many people.
Half way, police came and raid the club. I also dont know why.
Than queue till 3 plus! So damn tiring la. Some more i wore heels.
The dance floor is also small! Omg! Waste money! Anyway, we did enjoy!
PARTY♥

Goodbye!<3

2009-12-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

♥All my baby LOVE! <333
Well, i watched AVATAR! The movie is really damn superb.
Omg, christmas is coming very soon! I can't wait.
I just hope on the day itself my mood wont went down.
Im so damn lazy to type! Goodbye!

I love you all!!♥♥♥
Rock that body! (:

2009-12-03T04:43:00.002+08:00

Sugar♥

Omg, i cant wait for my chalet on 15 Jan-17 Jan:D
My birthday is on the 16 Jan:D
Big birthday CAKE? Presents? Louis Vulton handbag? New handphone? Ang Paos?
Hahaha, i can't wait man!
Im saving money for my chalet!
Baby gonna help me too! Wee:D
Hopefully i will enjoy till it fullest!
Im so excited! Maybe gonna invite IKAI, the retarded boy.
HAHAH! He is our ATM machine, anytime we want money, we'll just press the pin number and the money will just drop! :D hahaha, ops im so bad!
Im sure they'll drink and drink! I hate drinking. I dont drink! (:
You knw why? Cos i hate my face to be red. Teehee('.')
Yipee, gonna meet boyfriend later. Friday is his off day, gonna go out!
I wanna buy alot of dresses! I love shopping! ♥
And im addicted to monopoly! Because of boyfriend friends! They always play monopoly.
They will steal the money and build alot of houses to just kill me:(
This two days, i had been staying at home! Watched my favourite drama shows.
Well, preston birthday is around the corner! They'll sure go club! Drink and Drunk!
Omg, and i cant wait for Christmas! So many things to attend you knw. HAPPY!
Karine, dont happy till forget about results:( "Scared".
I'm mad!

Goodbye!
I love you honey♥♥♥

2009-11-29T02:29:00.002+08:00

Hello(:

These few days i dont feel good at all.
Let me talk about wed, i couldn't wake up because im so freaking sleepy.
Im supposed to go work on that day.
End up i didnt go and i fall back to sleep.
This monday is my last day of work, so i thought nothing will happen.
I received a message from my boss, and he said i disappoint him and he told me not to go work on thursday.
So i was like "fine" then, i replied to him and say why dont you just put it this way.
I shall stop work on the day itself better than continuing to work after thursday.
Since you told me not to go work on thursday. So i decided to stop my job.
He told me that i get my pay on tuesday. Which means this tuesday.
So then, i replied him say "okay".
I was totally damn pissed off.
I got nothing to do, i called nellie and met her at bishan.
So slacked awhile, night time we go rounding. Learned how to drive car(:
Supposed to stay at nellie house, but last min i went to my boyfriend house.
Sleep his house for three days and im back home today.
Now im so angry, that he off his damn BLOODY phone!
I couldn't get to contact him. Feeling so fuck tup right now!
Btw, my boss message me and tell me to collect my pay tmr.
Might be going shopping tmr. See my mood(:
Got no pictures at all, cos i didn't take any pictures.
Mayb tmr(: Cos going town. Gonna take pictures with the Christmas tree at ION.
Im gonna surf the net and do my own things.

Goodnight everyone!

2009-11-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hey(:

Im back home, im getting so bored at work.
Got not much things to do and even i've to push up the sales when there's not many people want to buy.
So how am i going to push the sales. Argh! Afterall, i always tried my very best to push the sales.
I was thinking of quitting the job very soon, as im so tired and i wanna enjoy.
yeah, my off day im going to malaysia with my family and i'll sure buy alot of things!
i can't wait. I got no patient:) I also can't wait for my salary on the 30th nov.
Gonna take out $500 to shop. Shop till mad:D Wanna buy for boyfriend Mp3, shirt and jeans.
Day by day boyfriend treated me so good.
i can't believe we can be together for 1year 1month. I thought we can't.
Because usually me and boyfriend will quarrel till mad and even using hand to beat each other.
I tolerated him for so long and now he has improve alot:D
I love you! :)
Got nothing much to post:)

You're my love of my life:D

2009-11-11T16:59:00.004+08:00

Hello♥

Im at work now and im using computer:D
Today my designer off day and my boss went overseas(:
So im all alone now, using computer.
I hope the sales went up. Because i dont want my boss thought that i never concentrate on my work.
Im trying to push the sales:D
Boyfriend also working and i hope he come to my shop and find me.
Cos his only working at 1st floor:D

Well, yesterday i was SUPER angry.
Till my designer heard what i say.
My blood boils straight away and totally my mood went down!:(
Dont you think you're climbing over my head.
Which i cant tolerate and felt like doing something.
It was my fucking first time i get so fucking angry during work!
I never stop you from anything. I've the right to comment that.
Is my hand and is my mouth. I can just do anything that i want.
But of course not the bad things.
Dont you think so you look like a bapok after all? With your thick make-up and all.
Well, your dressing is nice. But so? I wont even get JEALOUS! For what i get jealous?
Just cos of your dressing? hahah, you're wrong manz. Get the facts right first.
I'm not the only one who say you look like a bapok after all. There lots more people say that you look like a bapok after all.
I know you dont bother, SO? Is it a big thing.
Well, i find it so stupid posting at blog. But what to do.
Someone blog post about me. Somemore post also not all right.
Is just cos of one *BRANDED bra*. Which trying to let me know that you're so rich and i cant afford to buy it. HAHAHA, oh my god, is FUNNY man.
C'mon la:D I never even ask what is your brand of the bra.
No shame is it. Look ah, i comment on her picture.
Which the picture can see till her bra all. & is just a simple comment.
"Can you please do something to cover it?" Is it SO wrong to tell you as a friend.
I guess ur picture will make you feel more embarrassing.
And some other guys will think of something else.
And dont know who comment me back talking about branded bra and all. HAHA.
WOW so fun to play with it:D And i never tell you to delete your picture i just ask you to cover.
I dont wish to continue! Angry:(

Afterall, i find it so LAME!

Goodbye.

2009-11-02T22:19:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU BITCH! (:

Friday my off day, yeah! :D
Shopping time!
Love you baby.
Nellie, you're the one i love! Not like some bitch:D
Freedom of speech:D I can say whatever i feel like.
No one can stop me. If you think is you, than go ahead:D:D

2009-10-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

Oh yes! I get my pay!!!! :D:D

Lazy to blog.

2009-10-18T16:11:00.004+08:00

Hello earthlings!:D

Went bugis with mum and rila on friday!
Bought two dress, two jeans and one bag! :D
Bought one glossy zip leggings from blogshop too!
And i get it on the day itself, was super happy!
After shopping, mum went somewhere, me and rila headed down to fareast.
As she wanna find for job! Till now no one call rila, pity her:(
Went to fareast and bought myself heels! It cost only 9.90 la.
So i try to help her find for job too, so intro her to work at nike shop.
But haven't yet get the manager number from my friend.
After following rila to find for job than headed down to amk to meet nellie love!:D
She got work at night, so went to bishan first.
Slack awhile, than cab home.After awhile baby call, cos he just came back from malaysia with his friends.
Than he ask me to meet him! So went to shower and bus down to amk.
Met him at his house, was happy. After that baby aunty and uncle coming in the morning.
So i don't feel good, and i told baby i wanna go meet my brother friend's.
So he pass me his posb card, than i cab down to pasir ris park.
Met them, talk and talk. About 4 plus going to 5, it look like going to rain.
SO they packed up their things, and zam ride me home!
He ride so fast la, some more his motor engine so loud.
Spark, and is a racing bike. Wow, haha. Thanks zam ah!
6 plus nellie came to my house! :D She was drunk, and her body and mouth smell of alcohol!
Cos she work at pub la dey. Teehee. Im super happy la!
Yeah, tmr start work! :D

Today is rila birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILA! :D

2009-10-14T04:43:00.002+08:00

MISS ALL OF THEM! :(
Four years friend:D Love you people.
Even though i did disturb some of my friends.
But we're still friends for four years.
& not to forget IFAH ADAMS! She didn't come to sch so shes not inside the picture.
Takecare everyone!

2009-10-14T01:30:00.003+08:00

Hello babes and dudes(:

Currently using facebook and blogging.
So late and yet i have not tuck myself to bed.
Im very bored & i miss baby!
I miss you badly:(
Actually i wanna meet him today as baby is not free to meet.
Friday and Sat also he not free:(
Fug manz! I get irritated la, because i really want to see him.
Went to find job ystd, went to almost all the shop to ask as some of the shop paste paper outside.
Saying that they looking for part time and full time.
After asking almost all the shop people thn we went kfc to had our lunch.
Btw, monday i start work at fareast plaza, happy.
Finally get a job!
Just a very short post, as i got nothing to write about.
Goodbye, i miss you!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-09T12:04:00.004+08:00

Sweetie(:

I wanna say some friends are just trying to be so fake.
They either wanna gain sympathy, have more friends around, be accompanied, making people jealous, saying out all the things that he/she got do alot of things before.
They're not your best friends nor good friends!
Some may even used you, like how my friend do.
They can even talk to you nicely but in the other way they're actually talking shits about you.
So no friends can be trusted(:
For me i don't even bother about what others say, because sometimes what they say to people are not true!
They just wanna make themselves "POPULAR".
In the other way round is trying to make others think that you're the person that can be use.
You dont have to talk bad about people, it ain't make you become pretty, handsome or POPULAR(:
You're just wasting your time, effort and saliva.
So make it clear alright!:D:D
I know i've got a very good friend, like nellie!
She's been putting a smile on me whenever im down, whenever im in need of things and helping me with alot of things.
Even thought we did fought, but actually we love each other.
I dislike people giving ATTITUDE!(: Is kinda making me so piss off when i see my friends giving attitude.
one word for those people who're doing this, Dont be a HYPOCRITE(: Tyvm.
Everyone is not perfect even me. Haha.
Im just typing this out because i just feel like. Haha.
Kinda lame but is true! :D I get to know alot of things, but i just keeping quiet.

Thursday
Finally school end and exams are totally over.
I dont have to be stress, waking up early in the morning or even get nag by parents for not going to school!
I can totally enjoy myself, party and do what i want to. But not those BAD things.
Well, after exam headed down to woodlands. To highlight my hair(:
Than went home to get myself ready, to meet nellie and co at bishan first.
Cos we're going to night safari(: Cab there, and i started to be so happy.
We did not sit on the tram, we walked! haha, so scary and dark.
They kept making me shout la! Took only a few pictures because i forgot to bring my camera:(
As my hand phone camera is not so good.
After tht headed down to amk, had our dinner. Ordered crab, cereal prawns and tofu!
Yummy! :) Thn went to meet baby at bishan, than some of our friends learning to to ride motor.
After tht went to baby house, sleep till morning and now im back home!
Later going out again! hahaha.

Here are some pictures*

Goodbye(:

2009-10-06T00:30:00.003+08:00

MY DEAREST BOY(:

(sweet couples)

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!(;
I love you to the maxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!
Stop fooling around with me, teehee.
I kept calling you and yet you hang up my call or even off your phone.
I thought wht had actually happened.
Suddenly i recieved a message from you.
Omg, the message was so SWEET baby!
This friday we gonna celebrate our one year!
I cant wait for it, we've been through alot and i know you well, you know me well.
You're the sweetest boyfriend i ever had, and you're the only bf that never betray me.
Or never listen to wht OTHERS say! You know who you're and i get to find out(:
So i wouldn't give a damn! Is my life, i want to do what ever i can.
DOnt need you people to teach me or teach my bf!(:
Get a life, if you're doing this. Be mautre and think wisely.
WEE, Thursday gonna highlight my hair.
Going with my mum, she's gonna dye her hair too.
HAHAHA, and FRIDAY is gonna be a happy day for me.
Okay, waiting for baby to reach home.

BABY I LOVE YOU!

I love my life
Because it gave me you
I love you
Because you are my life.
If I could give you the stars
I'd gather them inside my heart
I'd wrap them in love
And brighten your day with starlight (:

2009-09-29T02:17:00.004+08:00

( Boring girls ) *ignore my unglam face(:

Oh gosh, is 2.20 am and im still not asleep.
Tmr got school la dey. (HAHA)
I dont really know why, every night i can't tuck myself to bed.
I feel tired, but when i close my eyes, i start to think alot.
Im actually happy now, i dont feel upset anymore.
Tmr is EBS retest, and i still never open my BOOK to revise.
Kinda scared, hopefully i do well for my retest.
Just hang up the phone, was talking to babyyyy(:
Earlier on, i get so irritated by him.
But now everything is alright, i cool myself down.
I can't wait to celebrate our 1 year!
Planning to bake cookies or mayb do a cake for him.
After that out to eat and mayb go somewhere else.
Mayb ICE-SKATING? Baby also wanna go.
But the funny thing is i dont know how to skate!
Oh yes! BABY gonna TAKE OUT SCRAMBLER. (i dont know how to spell the bike name)
So happy! Mayb KTM? hahaha:D
His gonna put his bike at the shop tht he bought.
Because the man cheated him!:(
Oh poor man, baby not gonna pay him a single cent.
So prepare for the worst you idiot man!
I dont know why, when i wanna blog i'll surely talk about baby.
I dont give a SHIT to anybody that trying to say about me or baby.
As long our love is still there. & i've my own right to do whatever i wanna do.
So people out there trying to talk about us, GO AHEAD!
And i tell you, that you all will never get anything at the end.
So go ahead wasting your saliva and effort!
Anyway on Saturday baby went club.
Luckily, is beach party. So they just go for one hour. Thn they went down to buy liquor.
I CANNOT SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!
Omg, is raining now! WTF?!
Gonna be troublesome for me tmr!

(sing a poem)
Rain Rain Go Away, Come Again Another DAY! (:
I know its lame, cos im bored.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!
TaTa:D♥

2009-09-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

Hello sweetie pie♥
It's getting late and i'm still not asleep.
I wanna say Happy one year anniversary to nellie and her boyfriend!
What about me & baby? haha, coming very soon!
Im getting happier each day.
Met baby on Friday, thn headed to his house.
As usual watch movie, ordered McDonald.
Thn rest awhile, after that went to sleep.
Morning woke up, nothing to do! Baby friend got soccer tournament at east coast.
We thought of going, but end up i told baby i dont wish to go.
You know why? Because the weather is so hot & i dont wanna get SUNBURN again.
Later perspire like "DOG". So slack at his house.
Cook maggie. Thn watch movies.
After that baby played a game with me!
If i loose, i've to do squats.
I did loose alot of times. Quite fun though! HAHA.
Thn help him dye his hair and his so talkative la.
So irritating too!(:
Well, alot of people say, im getting FATTER! Oh no, i dont want to be FAT! :(
Need to stop eating CHICKEN and OILY food.
Plan to go jogging too, as i wanna loose weight and wanna look slim.
HAHA! Anyway, i cant get to sleep. Not sleepy.
Tmr i'm not going to school too. Dont wish too. haha.
Okay, goodbye peeps.

I ♥ you!
You're my only love(:
I miss you too!

2009-09-21T15:45:00.003+08:00

Hello hunny!

I wanna say something, my life getting very bored.
I stay so far from my friends and sometimes i need to leave my house 1 hour earlier in order to meet baby or friends.
I've got nothing to do at home! I felt so irritated when i've got nothing to do.
Sometimes i can even cry for nothing or even think of nuisance things.
Yesterday i went to meet nellie because she was upset.
Almost all guys are 'bastard'. I wonder if im a lesbian now, i would never get hurt all the time or even get upset over little things.
Around 10 plus nellie went off as she wanna meet her friends at boat quay.
Baby friends accompanied me to wait for him.
So went for supper with baby friends.
12 plus baby came, and he brought chicken for us.
But i was damn full, as earlier on i had my supper.
Baby friends were disturbing me, they kept saying tht all his friends were here and he sure will never go back home so early. He'll sure left the place at 3 to 4 plus.
End up, baby was so good! That he dont wanna stay till so late.
Thn went to his house(: Watched movies thn talked to him.
Teehee, at tht point of time. I said out alot of things.
He keep saying stop talking, haha. But i just continued.
After everything, went to sleep. Morning wake up, shower thn cab home.
Im very bored! Bored to death! Preston ask me to follow them go penisular.
Due to laziness, i never go. FUCK IT MAN! Life so bored.
How i wish im with baby now! His working now!
I love everyone♥

A word just a word till you mean wht you say(:
Baby, you're my LOVE of my life.
Without you, my life gonna get extremely bored.

2009-09-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

Last time picture.
Didn't take any pictures recently.

Im so boring now! Nothing to do at home.
I dont know why im not in a mood to study right now.
For the past two weeks till now, i've been thinking alot.
I get irritated and angry easily. My mood was real down.
Yesterday cabbed down to amk to fetch nellie thn headed down to junction 8.
As she wanna buy a pair of ring for their one year anniversary.
Damn fast right, me and dear oct 6 is one year already.
Thn bought kfc for my lunch. Went to this block to wait for him.
Suppose to meet him at 5, ended up he reached at 7 plus.
He didn't told me, he with his sister.
Sometimes i wonder, why im always left alone?
He treated his friends more better thn me.
Throughout the relationship, i really dont find any happiness.
Almost everyday quarrel. We can even fight!
I can't control my temper anymore, till the day i was super angry & i gave him one slap.
I wonder why almost some of the guys are like tht. Treating their own girlfriend as toy.
I treated him well, why can't he just treasure me.
He told me he really love me, but why he must do all this to me?
He swear upon his sister. I believe only when he swear upon his sister.
Because he love his sister so much!
You can't just say "i love you" so easily.
You must always say it from your bottom of your heart, not just say it for fun.
You kept saying to me, why i must always suspect him? Is because you always do the things tht will let me suspect.
I know you love me alot, i know you protect me from alot of people and even pulled me out from the group.
I know when i get beaten up by others you'll get very angry.
Like tht time the guy open the door almost hit till me, but you get so angry till you went in to punch the guy.
You teached me to be good, not to smoke, not to wear so short and all.
I know you dont like all this! But where's your love?
anyway let me continue wht i did yesterday.
After they played soccer, slack for awhile with his friends.
Thn they were planing to go to baby house.
So took cab together with his sister.
Thn headed to his house, helped him to clean his house.
About 2 plus his friends came. Chit-chat and all.
Thn baby felt so sleepy, as he need to go work.
So 4 plus like tht, his friends went down with his brother and the girlfriend.
Thn me and baby went to sleep, his sister was asleep already.
Thn he whisper to me, and say he really love me and all.
He asked me am i angry with him, i told him no.
So he hug me to sleep, but i cant sleep. I kept thinking and thinking.
Morning woke up, thn cab home!
Im super bored! i want to go out!
Hope our relationship will get better! :(
I love you baby. ♥♥♥

2009-09-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hey(:
Almost one week i didn't blog.
Due to laziness.
Alright, i wanna talk about Sunday!
Out with my family! Early morning, mum called me wake up.
Was super sleepy, and she kept nagging.
I've got no choice, have to wake up.
Because we need to go to the temple to pray my grandfather!
Every one year one time we need to do tht(:
My lil brother was super annoying! he kept crying for nothing.
Well, went to fetch my grandmother.
She like miss me alot eh! She thought i am my mother.
After tht, she kept calling my name and i kept saying yes yes?
She's happy tht i go. Normally im lazy to follow them go pray my grandfather.
But i do miss him badly, when the day i browsed all the photos tht i took with my grandfather, my tears shed.
His the only grandfather tht treat me well, when i was young.
He always take care of me well, brought me to school and all.
I kinda miss him badly now. But his up there with god now:(
After everything, daddy drove us to suntec city!
Ate first, thn went to the convention hall.
Super lots of electronic things, such as mp4 and so on.
Daddy decided to buy for me printer but it was expensive.
I kept telling my dad to buy for me laptop.
But dad said at home got three computer and one laptop yet you still want me to buy.
Haha. Well, at last i bought one keyboard and mouse.
Im using it right now!(: Thanks daddy!
After everything, went down and i saw alot of people queueing.
I wonder why're they queueing, at last they're queueing for the candyfloss.
Bought two, each is 1.50! Super big okay! damn nice.
So tiring, walked for almost 5 hours.
Went home around 8 plus!

Today, is my n level exam.
Before i went in to the computer room, i was too confidence with it.
End up i flip the paper, and i cant even do the last two pages.
My head was like spinning around. Kept thinking and thinking!
After all, i did do some:( So scared.
Right now i miss baby so badly!!
I wanna receive your call soon! His working! :(
Tmr is my prelim exam, maths!
i've got to go prepare my things.
Will blog next day! :D
Goodbye blog. i knw it's lame. But never mind okay.
Just bare with my lame words or sentences.
Teehee!

2009-09-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 11 months Sweetheart(:

We've been through all those Sad, Hurtful and happy moments.
I'm glad tht you've change, and trying to treat me well now adays.
Sometimes i just hate you! Dislike you to go club and all.
Well, since we can't get to meet everyday.
Hopefully, we can meet on every friday:D

I LOVE YOU! Thank you for the keychain:D

Tmr is N level chinese exams:D
So scared! Hopefully i can do well.
Dear God, help me(:
Met baby on the friday, he came to fetch me.
Haha, I scared when his riding. Too fast!
Scolded him for tht. Haha.
Thn we had our dinner together, after tht he went to play soccer.
Accompany him(: Thn went to his house.
His brother girlfriend was also at his house.
So we chit-chat, watch movie;D
Today we can't meet, as tmr is my Exams and his working.
So it's okay! I better stay at home & revise!
Got to go! Love.

Babybabybaby♥♥♥

2009-08-26T22:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEEPS:D

Tht day celebrated satish birthday!:D
He was very happy(:
We ate the cake he bought, he bought it from swensen(:
Chocolate ice-cream cake! It's very delicious!
So chocolaty. After everything, went back to class.
Study Study Study!
N level is next week! So fast & scared.
Get back a few of my prelim paper.
Wow, i did improved man, was happy with my results.
My dad was also happy.
I wanna improve my maths, gonna buck up.
This Friday i'm going to study with robin & ifah at starbucks.
I need someone to teach me maths. So i called him to go.
Seldom go out, as N's is coming very soon.

I just study my maths and i really can't cope with it.
Keep thinking how to do. So i try my best to solve the questions.
My mind now can't think of boyfriend first! But sometimes he give me trouble.
School was a blast this few days:D
Laughed alot. Disturb rila cos of wht she said. Haha.
Well, i gotta get myself to bed now!
Very tired:( Boyfriend never call me! His friend is always so important to me.
But every time he'll tell me, he love me.
Nothing much to elaborate about it.
chow people!

N's coming!
SCARED!

This are the pictures tht day we took.

I LOVE YOU♥♥♥

2009-08-17T20:08:00.006+08:00

CRAZY GIRLS!

Friday

After school went to his house.

Thn he told me hes hungry, so went down to buy for him food.

After tht went home to get myself ready.

About 5 plus met baby again at bishan.

So slack awhile(; thn at night, baby friends want to play soccer.

Went to soccer court, see them play.

After lights off, everyone walk to the block and rest for awhile.

They were disturbing baby, cos they trying to tell me tht baby tht day went club.

Dance with girl, hahaha! They were just joking.

After all the bullshits. Baby need to go home and get ready to go club.

Argh~ I dont like him to club. But nevermind la.

he promised me, he wont do anything. So just close one eyes la.

i got no where to go, so i cabbed home.

home sweet home :D

Sat

So bored at home! Thn nellie called me:D

She asked me to go her house.

So dad send me there(: Free ride.

After she get herself changed, bus down to bishan.

Met up with jiaen & the rest.

Went to prem house, as his sister daughter is one month old.

His mum cooked, sambal chicken! It was so damn delicious la:D

His mum was asking me where's baby.

Baby was at his aunt's place.

Night time they plan to go cemetry:D

So scary, they kept asking me to go.

But i came the girl thingy! So didn't want to go.

i was so scared! So cabbed:D

home sweet home!:D

Sun

Nothing to do at home, so text jiaen:D

She decided to study, thn i also felt like studying.

So i brought lappy along too!

Met up with her at bishan :D

I was suppose to meet baby! But baby still at his aunt's place:(

Thn we bought mac for our dinner.

Sat at study corner. We webcam :D doing funny faces!

Thn got this uncle was SUPER irritating & noisy.

Kept talking so loud, talking about NDP! Wth is like long already la.

But we know who is he, he love to bullshit alot!

So we purposely on the volume to the max!

After tht nothing to do, so decided to go serangoon and meet them:D

They were playing soccer.

After tht cab home! haha. Wht a boring weekend

Today

Teacher's gave us back our exam paper:D
take a look at my marks, i was damn happy la.

Thought i failed. But end up didn't failed.

I improved alot can:D

I staright away message dad!

WEEEEE:D Thn after school went baby house.

Slack at his house till 5 plus. Thn he ride me to bishan interchange.

Bus back home :D

Now im at home,blogging!

2009-08-11T16:09:00.007+08:00

hello peeps.

Sun was the day i suppose to meet him.
i thought the plan will not be cancel.
Found out tht his phone still off & his still at the aunty house.
I already suspect something gonna happen.
I was totally not in a mood. Went bishan to meet vineeth after tht leah came.
Thn followed leah to her house to get ready for club.
Went her house, watched singapore idol.
Some of the idol kinda funny, i was so sad. but i'm just making myself happy.
About 10 plus left her house, took cabbed down to raffles city there.
Met my friends to club.
Damn alot of people & there wasn't any ticket left.
Well, they kept finiding for ticket and asking around.
One girl came & say left two more ticket.
Fight with hameed! Because i was already not in a fking mood.
Wanted to slap him. After tht me and leah bought the ticket.
Guest ticket is 30 dollars, so expensive la.
Long que, but end up we still went in.
Wow, saw quiet alot of my friends there.
hahaha, but was boring! Argh, cos im not in a mood.
After club, we walked to boat quay :D
Met some of our friends ar rav.
Thn left boat quay at 4 plus.
Went home, shower and sleep.
Morning i woke up. I received one message and miss call from.
After i saw the message, my tears started rolling down.
I cried and cried, went to dhak house.
talked to dhak and nellie.
i cried for the whole day! i was totally heart broken.
Thn went bishan, i saw him.
Talked to him, & i started crying again.
He also cried. Thn followed nellie to junction 8.
Went back to the block, friends around me kept telling me to cheer up.
Left there at 10(;
Can't sleep, but forcing myself to sleep.
i woke up, i cried again. Im still so sad! Im really down!

2009-08-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

hello sweets:D

Tmr is national day:D
yea, happy.
Haha, kinda lame ah.
Waiting for baby to call me :(
his phone is switch off from afternoon till now.
He is at his aunty house.
Well, i hope me & baby plan will not be cancel!
If it's cancel, i'll join my friends to go club:D
Hopefully the plan will not be CANCEL. I dont want to be CANCEL.
I'm gonna get angry with baby! If he off his bloody phone all the way.
We'd quarrel in the morning, I kept scolding him till he get angry.
End up i just walked off. Took bus back home, had my breadfast.
& off to sleep. Woke up early in the morning la, cos baby have to go his aunty house.
Is so boring right now! I've got nothing to do.
jiaen ask me to go bishan, but im lazy.
Futhermore nothing to do at there.
i gonna play some game now. Teehee:D

KARINE HOPE TMR PLAN WILL NOT BE CANCEL! :D:D:D:D
FASTER CALL ME!

2009-08-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

Happy 10 months baby:D
I love you ♥♥♥

Can't wait till sunday!
Gonna enjoy myself manzxzxzxz!
Tmr our school end late, other school end early but ours late!
I think because we got inter-class game.
Gonna support our class the soccer boys!
Tmr is the final :D
Good Luck you guys!
I'm getting more lazier each day.
Kept dont feel like going to school cos of laziness.
But i've got no choice cos 'N' is coming very soon.
As my prelim gonna start next week! So nervous & scared.
Pushing real hard. So i better study.
Gonna sleep soon. Tired, yawnz.
Good night everyone!

2009-08-03T16:44:00.003+08:00

Friday

After school, went home.
thn rest for awhile & get ready to meet my friends.
Late at night, baby came.
Thn went to his house, watched movie & sleep.
i hate when his sleepingxzxzxzxz!
Morning he need to go his aunty house at tam.
So he send me back home.

Sat

Nothing much, didn't get to enjoy.
So bored at home so i text jiaen.
To meet her, we met at bishan!
Thn off to J8 with some of my friends & jiaen.
Walked around, disturbing people.
About 9 plus baby came.
Didn't intend to meet baby, he dont even know im at bishan.
Thn his friends were talking about going to CLUB!
& he also felt like going. So i scolded him.
I tried so hard to please him not to go.
But his stubborn, at last i shouted at him.
Can't control my temper. Im sorry for shouting at you.
But you make me to shout at you.
At last he went JB with dhak.
he bought alot of movies! & you know wht!!??
I waited for him at his house from 12 plus till 5 plus?
He can even go boat quay to see his friends first.
So i get so angry & i dont wanna opened the door for him! HAHAHA.
Served him right! Im way too sleepy so i couldn't get to see any movie tht he bought.
Off to bed :) Love you baby.

2009-07-26T15:53:00.010+08:00

Hello people(;

Sat trip♥

I'd a great fun with my fellow classmates. (ifah, fadhli & hadzrin)
Met up with ifah under her block, i cant wait to go chinese garden.
After tht met with fad thn headed down to chinese garden!
We took pictures, we all were cracking some jokes, listening to music and snapshot.
Enjoyed with them! After chinese garden we headed down to town(:
First we were at ngee ann, waited for ifah friend. Thn walked to lucky plaza.
We played pool, ifah was learinig. fad taught her the skills!
Yet she's willing to learn & she win me! :D
After pool, we went mac to had our dinner. It was like 10 plus thn we took our dinner.
hahaha:D After tht met boyfr at bishan and he ride me to his house.
Slack at his house, watched movies & off to bed!
i wanna go out again with them, next sat:D
We took alot of photos!
Still got more pictures to upload.
Too many already. *wink.

2009-07-15T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm so fucking down now!

Not gonna blog, till im okay.

Heart broken:(

2009-07-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

Well, few mins back, he wanna break with me.
Out of a sudden from no where, he wanna break with me.
My mind just totally went blank!
I just say, okay.
Cos i just wake up from bed and i'm still blur.
After he hung up the call, i quickly call him back.
So i ask him wht had actually happen?
He told me alot of things, so i've no choice just to accept it.
Mayb what he said is true. He was crying and telling me about how he feel.
I was feeling down!;( Heart ache.
Thn i told him to call me back after he do his things.
We had a slow talk & he told me.
he love me alot & don't want to break with me.
But his just thinking alot, things just went through his mind.
I understands how he feel, no one in his life.
His mum just pass away one month back.
His sister can't stay with him cos no one take care of her.
His brother sometimes live with his aunty.
& his all alone! ;( As a girlfriend, i've tried my best to help him.
But it dosen't worked.
I tell him to make up his mind, he told me he dont want to break.
I start to smile. Mayb he think too much earlier on.
I love you baby. I know we can do it.
Everything's gonna go on smoothly.
Stop thinking too much! teehee(;

Well, i wanna talk about yesterday!
It was a very fun day for me.
P.e lesson i'd been very hyper!
Joining the boys to play soccer, practice my volleyball skills together with ifah, robin and mr tan!
Ifah was damn funny! (: (L)
During recess, got this stanger message ifah.
Telling her there's one person created one profile.
Talking about all those harsh things about ifah.
this stranger told her to check it out.
So we went to the website & saw wht tht idiot person wrote about her.
As a friend, i'm so angry with the person who create the profile!
First thing in my mind, i suspected is HER! I guess you know who you are!(BITCH)
While we talking about it, she look so weird.
At last she told koki tht she and myra who did it.
Is ifah dignity la! No one teach you how to behave is it?!
Trying to be a COWARD! Don't dare to face the reality!
She kept denying! If you created it thn own up.
Don't have to be such a COWARD!
Talking about her making me so angry.
A good friend can be your good enemy.
Waste of time, talking about her.
She don't even want to come to class after all this.
Guilty?! hahahaha.
Wake up your mind and grow up please.
Alright, i wanna get back to bed. Feeling so sleepy.

I love you baby.

2009-07-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Wink(;

Happy Nine Months baby! :D
Unbelivable man!
It's just a blink of an eye.
3 more months our one year!
No matter wht others say about you, i still can't bother.
Cos in my heart i still love you.
I'm not saying i love you just for fun, is wht my heart says(:
Even though we quarrel & fight, we still managed to be together.
Is how we tolerated with each other.
We put our heart together & i belived we for sure last very long.

I LOVE YOU! IS ONLY YOU ♥

Well, went club ystd together with baby & friends!
Omg, i waste 50 dollar just like tht man!
Argh. Fight at boat quay & i was like "aiya, i can't be bothered".
Firstly, i dont wanna get invovle.
Secondly, i dont wanna get scolded by baby.
Lastly, i dont wanna get caught by police for nothing.
Smart uh, i just sitted there & watch show. Haha.
I'm super tired, wanna rest already.
Goodbye! Teehee.

2009-07-04T14:37:00.006+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON R.I.P(King of pop)

He was a great dancer & singer.

He had a wonderful songs & dance moves.

I love his robot moves & moonwalk.

I kept watching his video on youtube!

We'll miss you!
In loving memory, michael jackson(;

2009-07-04T14:15:00.003+08:00

Heyoh:D

Yesterday was a bad day for me!
The whole damn fckingxzxz day me and boyfriend were quarreling.
Afternoon me & him quarrel for stupid reason.
But i cried & cried. My whole damn eyes swell.
I'm not feeling very well on tuesday till now.
Had a very bad cough, flu & throat infection.
It's killing me, yet he still make me damn angry.
Before we left the house, he forgot tht he left his helmet at his friend house.
I was like "WOW" tht's the good thing.
Means i've to take mrt down to bishan!
Nevermind, i'm like trying to cool down myself!
Went to take money from mum, thn met him at 115.
I saw him & shouted his name damn LOUD!
But he just ignore & ride off!
I'm so fckingxzxzxz PISSED OFF with him.
After playing soccer, me & him started to quarrel again!
He were shouting at me infront of his friends cos i called him DOG.
Cos i'm really too pissed off with him.
His like "torturing" me.
I cried & cried! Argh.
Don't wish to continue, it will really remind me of yesterday.
Well, so late at night his friends came & talked to me.
So had a slow talked with him.
Thn he finally said to me sorry.
Thn we headed down to lan shop, after tht went to his house & sleep.
& now i'm back home.
He told me he will changed, but i know i'm in the wrong too.
Cos all the way i'm showing him attitude.
So he send me home.
I love youuuuuuuu! No more quarrels the next time alright.

Teehee, love baby.

2009-06-25T00:14:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYYYY! :D
I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAI HIN AS WELL!

Baby is on the way to kl with his aunties all(;
I'm happy tht his celebrating his birthday with his aunties all.
Currently i'm at lan shop with nellie & friends.
She's playing her FAVOURITE game. ( LEFT 4 DEAD)
Seriously i don't really know wht is so nice about it.
Shooting the ZOMBIES all the way.
I don't really like to play games.
Kinda boring!
I'm surfing the net as well as blog hopping! teehee(:
Cos' i've got no other better games to play.
Wasting my money using the computer.
But i've got no choice, if not i'm gna sit alone doing nothing.
So i better use the computer thn sitting alone doing nothing right!
I'm just waiting for nellie to finish playing her game!
I wna faster go back & rest.
So tht i can wake up in the morning.
Cos' i'm gna visit raj at qrp.
By nine i've to reach there.
Gna go together with vineeth, MISS HIM!!!!
No matter how sleepy i am, i'm still gna force myself to wake up & vist him.
Alright, gna talk about ystd!
Met nellie & her boyfee at tpy central.
Supposely had to meet them at fareast but is raining & they say they were bored too.
So they messaged me, to meet them at tpy central.
Thn headed down to boyfee house, cos got prayers for his mum.
So went there and pay respect.
Miss his mum! God bless all of you.
Okay i've got nothing to say now!!
Till here then! :D Ciow.

I LOVE YOU MY BOYFEE! :D

Happy birthday once again.

♥♥♥

2009-06-23T09:01:00.008+08:00

Hello jerk!(:

Please la, DON'T BE ONE HYPOCRITE!

When you yourself did something wrong admit it.
DOn't kept denying, which is making me damn irritated.
Get it!

Anyway, let me talked about SAT(:
Enjoyed myself with my cousin's & aunties!
Well, the food were so damn delicious.
It just wanting me to continue eating.
FAT FAT FAT! I'm gna be FAT.
I wanna loose weight.
Teach my mum friend the daughter how to use computer.
She kept playing the msn thingy:D
She was super cute. Took pictures of her using the computer.
She web-caming with my friend. HAHA.
Cute right?!!
As i have not transfer the pictures into my computer.
Currently awaiting to meet my boyfee! Teehee:D
Miss you! MISS MISS MISS you! :(
Supposedly ystd i had to meet my boyfee, but his busy with work.
Alright, goodbye.
Gna sleep soon! I'm way too sleepy dey!

F-U-C-K-E-R!
HYPOCRITE IDIOT! HAHA.

2009-06-20T04:31:00.004+08:00

Wink ;)

I'm back to blog:D

Had been busy lately, so didn't have the time to blog.

Most of the time i spent my time with friends.

I had been lazy too.

Met up with boyfriend one week one or two times:(

He had been painting his house together with his uncle & bro.

So didn't really have the time to meet.

Only after 7 or 8 his free.

I'm being an owl, sleep in the morning & wake up in the night.

WOW! Haha. Kinda lame.

Next week boyfriend birthday(: Yea. Chalet coming soon.

Gna enjoy my day with him & his fellow friends.

Saving money to buy for him present.

Later my aunty, uncle & cousin's coming to my house.

Cos we gna celebrate father's day!

Father day is on the sunday but mum working on tht day.

So we celebrating later! Woohoo.

Oh yea, i damn HATE the security GUARD!

I've got more stories to say.

But lazy to type! (:

Finally met up with nellie sis on tuesday(:

We went to lan shop.

Cos they wanna play left 4 dead.

I played with baby half way i stopped playing.

Cos i get dizzy easily if i played tht type of games.

Everyone edited with tht GAME!
So i was like, wht so fun about tht game.

Is just shooting the ZOMBIES! hahah.

But is good too, cos' baby won't go club!

He said tht to me(:

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!♥♥♥

Pictures below, my "new hair". hahah.

Look kinda weird in me.

SO nevermind, hair will still grow.

TATA!(;

2009-06-10T08:51:00.003+08:00

Boohu!

Everything had gone!
Things ain't getting better for the past one week.
Everyday we had been QUARRELING!
We didn't even met each other for one week & yet he didn't tend to bother about it.
His busy with his friends.
Whenever he with his friends, he didn't bother to message or call me.
When he is at home, only then he'll call me.
Sometimes when his bored or when his thinking.
He'll try to send me a long sentimental messages.
He got a good heart but he told me he just don't know how to show his love.
& he don't like to message or talk on the phone.
He got his own character. I had tried my best to change him.
But can't! Especially his attitude. Sometimes he'll drive me CRAZY!
& i really felt like "BITING" him until his skin tears.
Disaster week! Oh my god, i just want a peaceful relationship!
I always wanted to go church with him.
I always wanted to pray.
End up we didn't went.

Anyway, had been staying out late.
Didn't have a good rest!
Outside with friends.
i wanna sleep(:
Damn sleepy.
Sorry, i never took any pictures.
Lazy LAZY LAZY!

have a good day people!
God bless(:

2009-06-02T01:13:00.004+08:00

Hello my cherrypop(;

Anyway, it's been one week i didn't blog.
I do not have the time to blog as i'm busy in some other things.
Well, i'm really too dissapointed with my results.
I told myself, i can do better for the next examination:D
Mum told me she wanna buy for me a new PHONE!
i'm waiting for it! (:
Sat, went to meet baby. Suppose to spent time with him.
End up all gambling! He loose 200 plus! :(
That day i'm really too angry with him.
I told him off, "If he did not gamble, he would have the money".
I've got nothing to say already. As he had already gambled.
This coming sat is our 8 months, i really hope he won't continue his nonsense.
I'm kinda BORED. Everyody sleeping. My friends went out with the mother.
They went to mustafa! Two days i had been staying at home.
Tmr gonna collect my report book at school.
Good night everyone!

This message is for you baby!

Baby, i love you always!(:
Promise to be with you whole heartly & never fail to stop loving you.
you'll always be the guy i love & treasure the most!
I'm glad tht you still choose to love me,
when so much unpleasant things happened.
It's only a matter of time for us to live happily again
like wht we used to be in the past.
I LOVE YOU! ♥♥♥

2009-05-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

WINK=>

Friday
Went to isha house.
Waited for taufiq to come.
Thn slack till morning thn chow home.
isha and her cousin came my house.
We got nothing to do so i think of one idea.
Played UNO! Damn FUN! Kept making isha cousin to LOOSE.
Thn they wanna watch show at my com.
So i fall asleep. IM WAY TOO TIRED! :)
Sat all the way at home, thought of going fishing with isha all.
End up, im tired so didn't followed them.

Today
Meet jiaen, annette, raj, naren and sham at S11(;
After eat went to J8. Walk around.
Around 4.15 we headed to amk.
Meet baby at his house! All of his friends & aunties were there.
Damn *SHY*. After tht me & baby went to church.
FINALLY, i can meet him! I MISS HIM ALOT.
Really damn alot. One week plus we didn't meet each other.
Okay, 9 plus dad came to fetch me at amk mrt taxi stand.
Tht's all for today. Im waiting for this friday!
I wanna catch a movie with baby.
( HANNAH MONTANA ) But is on june.
i better go to bed now!
If not i'll be damn freaking tired tmr.

Alright peeps, goodbye:D
I LOVE SUGARBUN!

2009-05-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO ApplePie♥

Well, i enjoyed today:D

Damn it, my chinese oral sure fail!

I don't understand wht the teacher said.

English oral was damn good(;

The conversation was talking about town & etc...

After oral, went JUNCTION 8 with mimi, fad, rasyiqah & ifah.

We bought sweets.

I had a great fun today, thn headed down to rasyiqah house.

Ate maggie mee(; As im too hungry.

We blast the music! & started to be like mad girls in the house.

Today, i didn't really think of anything.

But i'm still DOWN )))):

Im just waiting for the day, we can get to normal like how we used to be.

All those memories are flashing through my mind!

I MISS MISS MISS it.

I miss SUGARBUN, i really do miss him ):

I'm getting weaker each day, i'd been lazy these days.

Im waiting for his reply & call.

I LOVE YOU!♥

GOODBYE.

2009-05-18T21:39:00.004+08:00

Hi.

Today is my D&T paper.
I just do a few question & the rest i leave it blank.
I've got no mood to do my examination.
It was LUCKY tht all my important subject were over.
Tmr is my CPA paper.
Trying my very best to do properly.
After my D&T paper, went to nellie house.
To take my shower, prepared to go for funeral.
& i had said, my bf's mother had pass away.
Which was damn sad:(
At about 4 plus we went to the church with everyone.
For prayers, thn after prayers all headed down to mandai.
Family all crying, even me too.
Is really damn sad! Im also shocked to hear tht bf''s mum was real sick.
Hais:(
REST IN PEACE, GOD WILL BE UP THERE TAKING CARE OF YOU.(aunty)
Me & bf didn't contact for like 5 days.
Im totally down. I understand his situation.
So i never disturbed him.
Hopefully we'll be back to normal like how we used to be.
Alright, not in a mood to do anything.
MOODY=.=
takecare baby, i still love you.

TATA:D

2009-05-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

I'm totally SAD!

Down Down Down.

I really miss the time we're together :(
Futhermore, his mother had pass away ystd.
The first time i visit her at the hospital.
She still can talk but can't talk properly.
After day by day, she's getting weaker.
Aunty, REST IN PEACE(:
I love you.

SAD SAD SAD.
I'm heart broken too.

Goodbye.

2009-05-07T22:24:00.004+08:00

Hello:D

Finally i've change my BLOGSKIN! :D
This few days i'm really MAD MAD MAD. Argh.
I kept disturbing nifa darls. I kept calling her "chan".
Ops, i don't know how to spell his name.
Well, im way too sleepy today.
2 HOURS of D&T, it was a bore.
I'm lucky tht RILA came to school.
While the rest doing their work.
Me & rila was sleeping! (;
I kept waiting for the time to pass.
Nifa cried, cos of her malay teacher confisicated her phone.
Was not really her fault. She didn't used the phone.
Make her smile, there she goes with a smile on her face.
haha, im a little lame.
After school, met sweetheart.
Thn headed down to bishan to eat.
I was damn HUNGRY. Only ate one sliced of bread at school.
Cos' i forgot to bring my money.
Was rushing this morning! Almost miss my bus:(
Thn i kept disturbing sweetheart.
I laughed like a WITCH! I can't stop laughing.
" HAHAHAHAHA "
My friends came, so we chit-chat.
& they disturb me. I SCREAM so loud.
After tht home sweet home.
So im here blogging(; Don't want my blog to be DEAD.

* I really don't know why i like to disturb you,
is mayb cos' of your funny FACE or elephant EARS.
Sorry to say this, cos' im like tht you know.
So yeah!* Bye bitch.

I love babyyyyy. Yesterday was our 7MONTHS :D
Goodbye♥♥♥

2009-05-04T17:15:00.006+08:00

Hey!

Didn't go to school today. Feeling so dizzy this morning.
So i ate two panadol & get back to sleep.
Around 8 plus. Mum nagging! Argh.
Once i wake up, my throat damn pain.
Receive so many calls & messages.
Suppose to meet JIAEN today!
Baby still sleeping. His phone is off!
I miss him badly :(
I had a bad quarrel with him on sat & sun.
This morning, he msg & called me to wake up.
Oh so sweet(: He send me one long msg.
i told him, i'm not feeling well.

Im gonna UNPRIVATE my blog(;
Bloody BITCH!

Last time pictures:D

Goodbye, have a nice day:D

2009-04-29T17:55:00.003+08:00

Well, sorry for not updating my blog(;

I'm super busy & lazy with my own things.
The WEATHER is making me GO CRAZY!
EFFING hot! I can't take it.
Kept perspiring, which i HATE the most.
After i took my shower, i'm also perspiring!
Wht's wrong with the WEATHER?
Oh my gosh, I GOT NO MONEY!
NELLIE darl birthday coming SOON! REAL SOON!
i'm gna buy for her a BIG BIG present.
My mum birthday today! (;
She celebrated her birthday past two days.
My relative all came.
My cousin's daughter really very CUTE.

Tmr got EXAM!
SO nervous.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! (:
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU.
♥♥♥♥♥♥

I bought for her photo frame(:
GOODBYE(:

2009-04-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

Oh hello(:

Currently chatting with geraldine & nellie love at msn.

Cheer up geraldine! Not worth waiting.

Ignore those spammers. So called like "HER".

You know wht i mean.

I'm SUPER sleepy at school today.

I slept for only 2 hours plus last night.

Msg-ed with geraldine, boyf & some other people.

I'm extremly happy! Tht i can catch up with my coursework.

We need to do about starbucks or some other coffee houses.

Ms Lee will not be in school on wed onwards.

Ms lee, GET WELL soon!

Appreciate wht she had teached us.

Damn boring. Tmr i've chinese spelling.

Argh! I have not learn yet.

Hopefully it postpone.

Anyway gna sleep soon!

I'm way too sleepy!

Meeting baby tmr! (((((:

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST BOY! ♥♥♥

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE.

Snoring...................

2009-04-13T11:38:00.002+08:00

TOINK!

I'm in the com lab now.
GUESS WHT?

I SAW THT "ASSHOLE"!
I HATE HIM.
I HATE TO SEE HIS FACE.
I'm trying to AVOID him.
I don't wish to see him!
FK FK FK.

Who you think you're?!
SHIT*

If you trying to say i'm saying about you!
Thn tht is RIGHT.
I don't bother who you want to tell(:
As long as you're EXTREMLY happy with it.
Thn it's fine to me.
Bye bastard* ( you force me to write about you )

HooHoo.
Had lot's of fun yesterday.
I met baby at amk(;
Thn headed down to bishan.
Me & him went to meet his friends.
Played soccer with them.
Joined the FUN!
Sad thing:( I must be the goalkeeper.
& the ball hit until my FACEEEEEE!
OMG, IT'S DAMN PAIN!
Nevermind, i didn't cried.
I'm a STRONG girl mans(:
baby & i plan to go gym during June holidays.
We going with hari & dhakshenan.
I sure disturb them!haha.
I can't wait till June holidays.
Meeting nellie & baby later.
I miss him, i miss him!
thanks for everything bi.
I'm always yours.
I PROVE to tht 'idiot' i won't betray you.
I LOVE YOU!

2009-04-11T15:31:00.004+08:00

hello!

Enjoy myself on thursday, meet boyf awhile.
Thn went club with nellie, jiaen, annette, raj
& some of his friends! :D
After club we walked from clark quay to boat quay.
They thought of going to celeb(club).
But in the end all took cab down to bishan.
Slack awhile, thn headed down to boyf house.
A big big QUARREL with boyf.
Cos' of tht (idiot) msg my old number.
When i already msg-ed him the number i using.

To him.
Sorry, i'm not a bitch to you.
Don't try to tell my boyf different things.
I never even go on with you thn why're you saying i cheated on you.
Wht rights you have to tell my boyf not to trust me?
Or even told him tht i one day will cheat on him.
So wht if i did lean's again hairul or never lean's again hairul?
Any problem? I think you never see properly.
For wht fck i wanna lean against him?
Like he will do something like tht.
Unlike you, little bit asked,
Where i go? Why never reply?
Is it you don't like me?
Is it you don't have feelings for me?
I'm jealous you know.
Who with you?
You go out with who?
or even say i cried tht day?( THIS IS BULLSHIT)
For wht you want to know?
It's irritating at times.
& who're you to me to call me bitch?
Watch wht you say.
BLOODY IDIOT.
Msn you told my boyf i chat with you first?
Oh please, you're the one okay.
Msn you will say, Are you there?
Why never reply? Are you busy?
hahaha. I don't lie about all this.
I already told you not to wait right?
Thn you say you won't msg-ed me anymore.
But on tht day when i changed my sim card i recieved ur msg!
What a great JOKE? haha.
Grow up eh:)
Don't be so childish.
Don't be a HYPOCRITE!
Goodbye, freak!

I'm at home now!
So boring, miss him.
He went tanglin halt pasar to meet his brothers all.
They got meeting.
He lend me books:D
He teached me how to do maths.
Yes i promised him i'll study hard.
6 MONTHS & still counting on.
He love me.
He'd done alot of things for me.
Like buying for me the things i want.
Teached me my homework.
& lot's more.
I LOVE YOU!
Please when you recover don't always do the nonsense things.
I wanna read the story book he lend me(;

2009-04-08T10:01:00.002+08:00

Boo(;
I'm at school now, having ebs lesson at com lab.
I'm SUPER-DUPER boring!
Basically i can't do my EBS COURSEWORK.
This is wht teacher said. Cos' i didn't do my other attempt.
So i only can do my term 2 coursework.
TWO hours of ebs lesson. RIGHT NOW i never do anything.
My own com i can't use internet. They switch it off.
So i go to the other com & use. I'm CLEVER right?!
HAHA.
Well, one of the sec one malay girl got caught by teo
for smoking opposite sch
& she say to teo that she with ifah, neloofa & rasyiqah.
So they're now thinking wht to say.
GRRR!
NELOOFA never SMOKE at all & she does not smoke in the first place.
Pity her.
Nothing to say already. So i gna view people blog(;
When i'm home i'll continue my story.

GOODBYE.
♥♥♥

2009-04-06T18:00:00.004+08:00

Hey hun(;

I'd been busy these days.
Haha, i'm enjoying myself out there.
F-U-C-K manzxzxz! Sat at raj birthday party.
After the party we went club at rumors.
Happily enjoying, SSB raid the club!
I was like WTF! I'm underage.
Some of my friends were also underage.
So the police scolded us like hell.
They question us alot.
& waste my FCKING MONEY to enter in!
If i know i won't went to club.
I would better go to my friend house!
It's too LATE to regret. Wht had been done cannot be undone!
They called my dad. So i get scolded by him.
I don't want to go boat quay already!
Yes, i'm at home now! So damn sleepy at school!
Don't have the mood to do work.
Only computer lessons i do(;
Cos' i've to quickly finish up my cpa coursework!
FINALLY i do finish my cpa coursework!
Happy Happy.
This thursday, underage party.
I don't think i'm going cos' no MONEYYYYYY!
After my 'N' i gna find work!
I need MONEYYYYYYY!
I wanna take a nap now.

GOODBYE HONEY BUN!:D

2009-04-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

GEE!

Electropop hot
Funk addiction
when I can't stop
I may be your sweet spot
Take me to your candy shop
Electropop hot
Funk friction when it's getting hot
I'm feeling like it's getting hot
Come on baby what you got
Electropop hot
Funk addiction when I can't stop
I may be your sweet spot
Take me to your candy shop
Electropop hotFunk friction when it's getting hot
I'm feeling like it's getting hot
Come on baby what you got!

Tmr and sat i'm gna enjoy myself(;
& yea girl i'm a straight forward girl.
So understand me.
I dislike you means i dislike!
Get it? haha.
I won't make a big fuss about it.
When i see you in school, i felt like slapping you.
But i know is useless doing tht.
& i won't do it too!

Goodnight everyone.
Love karine.

2009-04-01T22:04:00.004+08:00

Heyoh!

APRIL FOOL DAY!

I'm back!

Didn't blog for a week!

I'm rly busy with my things.

BUSY & LAZY.

School is fine! I'm catching up with my work.

I managed to finish up my cpa courswork.

Having lot's of fun in school.

Some teachers really very good.

They're not like last time, used to scold me or nag at me.

& I HATE D&T! I wna drop this subject.

I hate the teacher too! His really damn lazy.

He won't really explained to us things.

He only will disturb us.

Recently, he got an accident.

One lorry frm behind bang till his motor.

The lorry man! You're really one BLOODY BASTARD!

If you know that you're in the wrong. Why must you still LIE?!

Isn't it obvious that you're the one who bang his back of the motor!

When his motor behind is smash but the front only the headlight spoiled.

If he bang till your lorry, thn WHY his back will smash and the front never?!!

Just the headlight drop off.

Nevermind the police will investigate this case.

I believed you're the one who bang till his back of the motor.

Now his in real PAIN! I met him ystd and today.

My tears automatically roll down.

BASTARD, if you're in his shoes now you will know how he feel now!

Admit it! Angry Angry.

Get well soon! All the best to you! I'm here for you.

God bless you(: Love.

Your Truly,

Karine♥

2009-03-18T00:04:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥

The photos about tht day! (;

Lazy to post.

So let the pictures talk about it.

So boring.

haha. I wna do my own things now.

Goodbye! Night :) Blink*

2009-03-15T22:05:00.006+08:00

Oh hello!

I'm at lan shop now, just finish playing left 4 dead :D
Well, it's a nice game. Really nice game.
But i can't play for too long, i'll get headache very fast.
I hate it when i'm having headache. My head like spinning!
haha, i enjoyed past few days. I really do ENJOYED!
Ystd, around 3 plus went club(:
Guess why we went there? Obviously is club!
haha. Kinda boring. Cos' i dont really know some of them.
Left the club with him at 5 plus. Cos' there's alot of police!
& two of the policeman brought the dog along with them!
Omg, it's damn big! Scary.
They block the way! I'm totally damn afraid.
So quickly went off from there. Finally get to go out from the place.
Phew~ Nothing had happened. Waste my 30 dollars:(
After lan, we gna cab down to arab street! SEISHA :D
haha. It's been very long i didn't went there.
Hopefully today we can enjoy.
Will be back to blog again with some pictures!
COOL.

Goodbye, i wna enjoy later!
You're mine now and forever.

2009-03-09T22:19:00.005+08:00

HooHoo(:

Finally i'm back home!
Sat was with nellie and amy.
Met amy and nellie at my house downstair.
Accompanied her to aaron house.
She's kinda sad anyw.
Ton till morning thn dhak came over to find us.
Because he was at his aunt's chalet.
We were chatting and cheering amy up :D
After aaron came, nellie and dhak followed me home.
I wna take my clothes as well as my school uniform.
End up, my friend called me and he wna send me to nellie house.
Thn dhak and nellie took cabbed.
Was feeling real tired, cos' i've to accompany nellie to do her facial at tpy.
10 am was her appointment.
We can't be late cos her aunt sending us there.
While nellie doing her facial, me and her brother went to eat our breakfast.
My stomach was making alot of noise*. Hungry.
After eating thn went back to th place.
Waited for her, she's really damn long.
Till i rly gna fall alseep.
2 plus thn she finished.
So cabbed down to find them.
We enjoyed in one place, having fun with each other.
Ate lot's of chips in th night.Gna be FAT soon, arghh!
Thought of going to school today but in the end i didn't turned up.
Thn angie is in the hospital.
Me and nellie bused down to see her.She's in pain.
I can't bare to see her suffering.
Anyw, i got to go school tmr.
My mum and dad will nag at me again if i never go to school.
I'm superb TIRED now!
Wna take a good rest.
I took some pictures of myself.
Kinda boring while waiting for nellie. haha.

It just myself (:

Wonderful day :D
Goodbye, iloveyou.

2009-03-07T22:20:00.006+08:00

YoYo! (;

I enjoyed myself ystd.

Friend send me to nellie house.

Went up her house to meet her.

She did not take her shower yet! *SMELLY*

I told her to faster take her shower.

Met dhak at nellie block.

Thought of going over to meng's and have our lunch.

After tht we decided not to go meng's and eat.

Cab down to bishan j8 , walk around j8 saw till raj!

Miss him hell lot's. Finally get to see my friends.

Thn we had our lunch at long john sliver.

After lunch, we bus down to city plaza.
Met Angie and anand :D

She's re bonding her hair and i wna extend my hair.

haha. Shop around with nellie gf :D

Didn't bought any tops.

After everything, thn headed down to bishan.

We planing where to go (:

So slack at block. Talk cock to each other.

Especially DON! His rly damn funny.

I burst out my laughter! People thinking i'm just crazy.

Pream asked us to faster plan but DON kept talking and talking.

His a great joker.

No where to go. So we walked to 7 eleven.

Bought some stuff to eat. HUNGRY*

Thn angie ask us to plan again.

After awhile, police came.

But they didn't screen us, they just told us to lower down our volume.

Thn we start to crap lot's of jokes again.

End up all plan to go prawning!

Cabbed down to sin min.

Having lot's of fun (;

One of my friend scared of PRAWNS!
Disturbed him. Took some pictures of the pathetic prawns.

Played cards.

Thn we barbecued th prawns.

OMG! It's very delicious :D Yummy.

I want to go again!

My friend send me home.

Home sweet home.

Enjoyed my day with my beloved friends.

Goodbye.

2009-03-05T09:36:00.004+08:00

Morning!

WTH!
QUARREL WITH .................................. AGAIN!
FUCK UP MANXZXZXZXZ!

As time goes by, things getting worst.
FUCK IT.
Irritating!
Gna sleep now.
Mood swingggggg~
Back to school! On monday(;
Gna catch up with my school work.
N's is around th corner.
Argh Argh. Study Study Study.

goodbye.

2009-03-04T00:52:00.004+08:00

Wey (:

KARINEGOH CHEER UPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

I think i should ignore those people.
Move on with my life happily.
Got nothing much too say.
*Things still th same*
Nothing changed.
Thanks to those people tht cheer me up.
Going back to school on Monday!Yay.
Back to school again :D
Study Study Study. Dad ask me to go for tuition.
haha. I wanna be HAPPYYYYYYYY! Not SAD!
Friday i'm going to meet nellie and th rest.
I'm just hoping for th day tht nothing will happen to me.
Alright, gna do my own things now.

I love nellie gf (:

Ciaos!

2009-03-01T23:47:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone.

I just change my blogskin.
Having a bad headache, i rly hate it.
Anyw, i had find out a lot of things.
I'm shocked whn i heard about it.
I had trusted people too much!
I can't tolerate anymore, my tolerance lvl is not high.
I just kept quiet and don't wish to say anything out.
but this is wht i get now?!
i can't trust anyone now! I must always trust myself.
Things did not go on smoothly for me these days.
I'm rly very disappointed and sad:(
Yes, some people do say don't be bother by wht others say.
Even i do think this way.
But they're getting out of hand.
Everything happens just like a piece of paper flew away.
Well, gna think twice before i do things and learn from my mistakes.
Problem just keep arising non-stop.
I'm getting tired and sick of it.
Every night i can't sleep well. Kept sleeping late at night.
My mind just kept spinning and spinning.
Thinking hell lots of things.
Kept crying and crying.
Argh~ Headache.
I don't rly have th mood these days.
I'm always sad in th inside but happy at th outside.
It's HURTING ME. Omg!
How i wish i'm a superwoman,
tht can stopped all those betraying bitches and bastards.
Feel like banging my head towards th wall.
FCUK LA!

I just wana be happy.
but things ain't getting better.
Is getting worst.

Goodbye!