Last time picture.
Didn't take any pictures recently.


Im so boring now! Nothing to do at home.
I dont know why im not in a mood to study right now.
For the past two weeks till now, i've been thinking alot.
I get irritated and angry easily. My mood was real down.
Yesterday cabbed down to amk to fetch nellie thn headed down to junction 8.
As she wanna buy a pair of ring for their one year anniversary.
Damn fast right, me and dear oct 6 is one year already.
Thn bought kfc for my lunch. Went to this block to wait for him.
Suppose to meet him at 5, ended up he reached at 7 plus.
He didn't told me, he with his sister.
Sometimes i wonder, why im always left alone?
He treated his friends more better thn me.
Throughout the relationship, i really dont find any happiness.
Almost everyday quarrel. We can even fight!
I can't control my temper anymore, till the day i was super angry & i gave him one slap.
I wonder why almost some of the guys are like tht. Treating their own girlfriend as toy.
I treated him well, why can't he just treasure me.
He told me he really love me, but why he must do all this to me?
He swear upon his sister. I believe only when he swear upon his sister.
Because he love his sister so much!
You can't just say "i love you" so easily.
You must always say it from your bottom of your heart, not just say it for fun.
You kept saying to me, why i must always suspect him? Is because you always do the things tht will let me suspect.
I know you love me alot, i know you protect me from alot of people and even pulled me out from the group.
I know when i get beaten up by others you'll get very angry.
Like tht time the guy open the door almost hit till me, but you get so angry till you went in to punch the guy.
You teached me to be good, not to smoke, not to wear so short and all.
I know you dont like all this! But where's your love?
anyway let me continue wht i did yesterday.
After they played soccer, slack for awhile with his friends.
Thn they were planing to go to baby house.
So took cab together with his sister.
Thn headed to his house, helped him to clean his house.
About 2 plus his friends came. Chit-chat and all.
Thn baby felt so sleepy, as he need to go work.
So 4 plus like tht, his friends went down with his brother and the girlfriend.
Thn me and baby went to sleep, his sister was asleep already.
Thn he whisper to me, and say he really love me and all.
He asked me am i angry with him, i told him no.
So he hug me to sleep, but i cant sleep. I kept thinking and thinking.
Morning woke up, thn cab home!
Im super bored! i want to go out!
Hope our relationship will get better! :(
I love you baby. ♥♥♥